my mac is broken l o l
i’ve already spent an hour trying to fix it so i’m just going to leave it until after work. sigh.
recording, recording, recording.
Work was nice today but I’m shattered from lack of sleep mixed with late night gym.
Need tomorrow to be over and done with so I can get on my 5 day weekend.
I have pizza cooking for lunch and my diet can suck a dick today because I’m emotional and the only comfort around is food.
I’m back on the shakes next week so this week I’m sorta taking it easy food-wise.
i had cake for breakfast and now i’m off to get my nails done.
thug lyfe.
I’m in a better mood than I have been recently. Work was bleh, as expected, but Christina’s gone and put me on holiday for the funeral next week, so at least I’m going to get paid.
Willow (my niece) is staying over tonight, and the minute I heard, I ran around the house (including crawling around the loft, ahaha) finding toys and cuddly things and anything lovely to make the spare room into her ‘magical bedroom’.
Nic’s over tonight as well, and I really can’t wait to see him. So, I’m looking forward to the rest of today. My bedroom is already tidy too, so I don’t even have to worry about anything. Gonna download movies for later, watch simpsons and then have a nice long bath.
Mmm, nice to actually just feel settled for once, you know?
Home from work. Going to cook lunch then taking mum to the cinema to see Star Trek as an early birthday treat. Woo.

So some of the family will be coming over but in like 3 hours and because my brain is quite literally just mush now I’ve been sat playing neopets and I don’t think i’ll be stopping any time soon.
It’s probably not even appropriate for me to be taking pictures or sitting here playing games but really idk what to do right now.

Bang on.
R.I.P uncle mike. I can’t believe you’re gone.
Nic is going home today, boo.

Okay we got a nice one yay.
One of my coworkers asked me today if I was wearing contacts, which I actually wasn’t. She was like ‘seriously? THAT’S YOUR EYE COLOUR? IT’S GORGEOUS’ and aww it made me feel really good because usually I hate having grey eyes because I feel like some sort of demon spawn.
Also my manager and another coworker said how good I was looking and they were like really genuine about it and aww work just made me feel good today y’know.
So, because I’m moody, I’m going to cook/eat dinner, dye my hair, and play bioshock infinite all night. If that doesn’t cheer me up, I don’t know what will.
On the brighter side of today, a lovely little boy was buying some shorts with his mum, and noticed my pikachu on my work lanyard. He shouted ‘OH MY GOD PIKACHU’ and I just sort of smiled and muttered ‘I’m so glad kids still know about old pokemon’ and he got all excited and was like ‘I LOVE POKEMON OMG’ and he held the queue for like 15 minutes talking to me about old school pokemon and bless all his mum could do was apologise to the other customers and nobody even cared cause he was so excited that someone older understood what he was on about.
And a cute little asian girl left a hollister bag and came running in for it just as we were about to close and I was like I HAVE IT and she just kept bowing and saying thankyou and I thought she was gonna cry she was so happy.
Woo.